December 2009
39 posts
What am I supposed to say to you now?
Did you know that last night I dreamed about what we could be? How can I think about me and you when I’m still with him. When I love him, and you’re just a remnant of my past. I’m sorry.
If you hurt me again:
I want to say that it’ll be the last thing you do to me
but it probably won’t
you figured it out; I’ll always take you back
I wish I could stop, but you’re like a dormant disease: flaring up, always there
I know it’s your dream; sometimes I just wish that you could dream about me instead.
H: im sorry i didnt take your friendship as serious as i should have, i guess theyre right when they say you only realize what you had after you lose it
S: i guess they are.
H: give me a second chance
S: "im just not scared about losing you"
"i just dont worry about waking up one day and you not being there"
"and what if i'm not"
"it hasnt happened"
H: i wasnt scared about it happening
H: but when it did , the feeling was horrible
S: but i'm not anymore
H: its not all about me
S: Honestly, i really don't care. you've done thie same thing to me, if not worse, without warning, atleast 10 times.
S: i don't care. i seriously don't anymore.
S: I'm done, reality check. You dont care about how you treat me b.c you always think im going to be there
S: and i just wont be anymore
S: have a nice life.
Glee is kind of pretty much awesome. Such a feel good show. It’s very pop arty and mainstream but it’s just very fun too watch. Like high school musical as a show, but not for 11 year old girls, and actually good.
I love you I miss you I want you I need you
Don’t leave next year, please?
Shoot me in the head
I slept 0 hours last night
It’s already pretty much 1
I need to go on a diet…
let the starvation commence.
Once upon a time.
Once upon a time I wondered if I’d ever fall in love.
Once upon a time I wondered if I’d ever fall in love.
Once upon a time I wondered if I’d ever fall in love.
Once upon a time I wondered if I’d ever fall in love.
Once upon a time I wondered if I’d ever fall in love.
Once upon a time I wondered if I’d ever fall in love.
Once upon a time I wondered if...
Fear.
I’m not sure what to do anymore. It’s been two weeks and you don’t get it. You’re not making an effort and the only thing I can gather from that is that you just don’t really give a shit. It hurts to know that, but I guess it’s better to know then never to. What am I supposed to do? Do I just give up or do I keep waiting? Is this what you were talking about when...